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August 31st, 2016
I was diagnosed with PTSD.
Because my father drank a bit too much
And took his anger out on my sister and me.

Most of my life I've had depression,
And I don't think people realize what it actually feels like.
It's a part weight weighing down on your heart
That gets heavier with every day,
It's voices in your head screaming incoherent things,
And you can only seem to pick out the bad things that they say.
It's your muscles aching as you strain to get out of bed
Because you dread having to go through another day with this war inside your head.

September 14th, 2016
I was diagnosed with Panic Anxiety,
Because some things would bring back a memory,
And it was always just a bit too frightening to me.

But panic attacks don't have to occur from a memory,
They can come from nothing, really.
You could just be sitting there when your hands get shakey,
Your heart starts pounding in your chest really quakey
Your vision gets fuzzy,
You look around at the people surrounding you,
Because you think you're going crazy
And you want to see if they'll notice your terrifying break from reality.

October 6th, 2016
The first time I carved pretty designs into my flesh,
Hoping that I'd bleed out and meet my death,
But instead I just have scars on my body,
Some of them pretty fresh.

Self harm is not a joke.
They're battle scars that each tell a different story,
Though none of these scars will get you fame and glory.
Instead they're just there as a constant memory.

November 12th, 2016
My first suicide attempt.
Went in the bathroom to overdose on a bottle of over the counter pain killers,
But instead loved ones slipped inside my head,
They made me decide that maybe it would be better to just go to bed,
Because what good is dying if you already feel dead?
Illness
This is kind of like an autobiography poem. Trigger Warning.
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So if you even care about me, or pay attention to what I say, you'll know that a few weeks ago I got into a car crash. For some reason, I wasn't taken to the hospital immediately after. I started getting really bad headaches and eye strains when I would look at bright screens (school issued chromebooks, smartboards, etc) and I couldn't read anything on printed paper because it would seem like the letters were coming of the page and rapidly move back and forth. I finally went to the hospital on Friday, and it turns out I have a mild concussion and a trauma caused migraine (and my pain will range from up down and sideways). I was prescribed 3 Advil every 6 hours. So, yeah. That's what's up with me. If you even care.
I just made my own group called The-Best-Squad if you wanna join you have to tell me stuff about you and you can be in my squad if I think you're worthy. Here's the link: the-best-squad.deviantart.com/
We have until January 20th at noon to flee the country before it's too late.
So if you even care about me, or pay attention to what I say, you'll know that a few weeks ago I got into a car crash. For some reason, I wasn't taken to the hospital immediately after. I started getting really bad headaches and eye strains when I would look at bright screens (school issued chromebooks, smartboards, etc) and I couldn't read anything on printed paper because it would seem like the letters were coming of the page and rapidly move back and forth. I finally went to the hospital on Friday, and it turns out I have a mild concussion and a trauma caused migraine (and my pain will range from up down and sideways). I was prescribed 3 Advil every 6 hours. So, yeah. That's what's up with me. If you even care.

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Tyler
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
IF YOU ARE AGAINST THE LGBT+ COMMUNITY PLEASE GO AWAY I DO NOT WISH FOR ANYTHING FROM YOU.

I'm very weird, but that's perfectly okay, just as long as we can all love memes.

Welcome to my profile! I'm glad you've found it, it's not very well known.
Call me Tyler, I would prefer it, even though it's not my birth name.
I am trans-male, and gay af.
If you do have any requests for me, let me know in the comments, but I will say that I won't do any of the requests unless I deem it worthy. That being like really weird or unusual. Just look at my gallery, you'll know what I mean by that.
I have 3 OC's so far:
-Ace
-Alex
-Charles the Cleaning Lady

Have a fantastic day!
-Satan Baby out
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Ka-Wo Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for watching!! :happybounce:
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Super-Neutral Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem!! Hug 
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DayDreamerzLeah Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2016  Hobbyist Artist
Thanks for all the favs and the watch. Best day ever....:D
As an apperciation you can choose who I draw next. 
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Super-Neutral Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh! Thank you for the honor! Um... let's see... could you draw Castiel for me?? That would be awesome. Thanks!!
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DayDreamerzLeah Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2016  Hobbyist Artist
Its all done and dusted so sorry for the wait
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DayDreamerzLeah Featured By Owner Edited Aug 29, 2016  Hobbyist Artist
Sure I can, its my pleasure :D
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szluu Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2016
Thank you for watching me! :)
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Super-Neutral Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
How could I not? Your art is amazing!
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caycowa Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2016
Thanks for watching my gallery. Cheers! :ahoy:
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Super-Neutral Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem!! Your artwork is amazing!!
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